Your feeling and instinct may true.

 There’s a time that I feel not so easy with my friend relationship and what I can do is just keep my mouth shut and assume that it’s jus a little bit jealous. So I sidelined whatever I feel and what I expected not means that I don’t care but it just because I’ve see them doing good and I always believe that love can change anything. However what I expected have been happen as expected and I hope one day I can just believe and openly said what I feel. By the way, I hope everything will be good, better and best. Life is fair.Good Luck friend~