New years begin with some not-so-good things and it’s really
upsetting me. I don’t know what exactly going to be happen, I’ve been pray for
this but it’s still happen in different way. So, what should I do? I will wait
until the next week and after all, I’ll decide.
Stay in my sister’s house for a long time really not a good
feeling for me. Sometimes I feel likes a pressure for them and when I didn’t do
anything for a whole day, it making me feel bad. It’s just likes I’m so
useless, effortless and brainless. I want everything of this settled faster as
possible.
I still have some plan in my hometown but at the same time I
still hoping that our posting will come as soon as possible. I need to fulfill
my financial revolution and yes I have to. A lot of thing need concentration
and I jus hoping can manage everything in beautiful way.
At the same time, I’m just so happy for having my wonderful
girlfriend that always with me. She still has another paper today and I hope
her doing well and later I can see her with smile as always. The unexpected
person that I never expect will be my beloved. Love you now and always.
