I'm not sure.

Still miss her so much. Sometimes I just want to share so many things. Just want to discuss a lot of things about future but every time I want to do it, my fear come along and I’m just can’t do anything about this. I’m always afraid of losing someone I really love. To be broken heart, to feel unloved, feel alone and meaningless is really awful and I just hoping I’ll not go through that again. I’m not sure what should I do but I just felt so uncomfortable this few days and I don’t know why. Holiday is around the corner, I’m not going for my graduation and I thing I’ve so much things to do in 18 days of holiday.