I'm not sure.

Still miss her so much. Sometimes I just want to share so many things. Just want to discuss a lot of things about future but every time I want to do it, my fear come along and I’m just can’t do anything about this. I’m always afraid of losing someone I really love. To be broken heart, to feel unloved, feel alone and meaningless is really awful and I just hoping I’ll not go through that again. I’m not sure what should I do but I just felt so uncomfortable this few days and I don’t know why. Holiday is around the corner, I’m not going for my graduation and I thing I’ve so much things to do in 18 days of holiday.

It's ben 50 days.

It’s been 50 days in my career. So much work to do and this is teacher’s job. I’ll get my first pay check and I think it will worth what I do. Sometimes I just worry for not doing the best but I know I’ve tried. 

This is exam week for our pupil and honestly my mathematics class really giving upsetting result and I hove there’s will be improvement later. This career is challenging. It’s not easy and that’s why I have to keep moving on.

Right now I miss my girlfriend so much and I hope she is doing fine there. School break will be start next week and I just want to meet her. Sometimes long distance relationship is challenging but good news is I’m not so far away from her. Always hope and pray for her study, healthy and everyday campus life.

“BENGKEL KEMASKINI DATA e-OPERASI GURU BAHARU”

Suddenly at 10.a.m we were given official letter from PPD to come for “BENGKEL KEMASKINI DATA e-OPERASI GURU BAHARU”.

 All 41 new teachers will come to PPD just to complete our information in ministry of education’s system. Around 1.30 P.M we come out from school and at 2.05 we’re arrived in PPD. Almost all the other’s new teacher from different school was there and it’s just to start. After some instruction do some correction and update for everything and finally about 4.30 we’re finished. Go back to school and arrived at home around 5.30 p.m. Sleepy and tired. :-/

I GOT MY BUKU REKOD MENGAJAR

07 april 2014 and formally I given buku rekod mengajar. Will need to do some, write some and will start do RPH later when we got our teaching time table. I hope I will enjoy teaching. Teach with passion, with joy and with dignity, with responsibility, with patience and with love. Yes, teaching is hard. It’s not just do it anytime, anywhere anybody. It’s need a proper plan, suitable material with right level of difficulties and so on. Teaching is not just guiding, giving, show and talking. It’s more than that. It’s about motivate, inspiring, to love and much more. I just want to be better.

Where is the nearest Catholic Church?

Ahad pertama di Kg.Baru Jumpa. Lagi-lagi minggu palma..Tertanya-tanya di manakah gereja terdekat? God forgive me as I can’t go unite with the other Christian Catholic to hear your words and pray together in your name.

Cook for first time

Hujung minggu pertama, bangun awal pagi dan tiada perancangan apa-apa. Baca buku dan tertidur semula. Hihihi

Bangun-bangun dah lapar. So, no ready food. Need to cook. Akhirnya aku masak bubur kari ayam. Haha. Whatever la kan tapi surprising becoz ianya agak menyelerakan (rasanya sebab memang lapar pun).